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1. On February 24, 2009 @ 3:34 pm Megan said:

   • Hi Greg,
     Sorry I keep replying so many times but I really need help like I told you earlyer about satan well I’ve been praying and God has helped me but then I don’t do my own part and I let satan back in I need it to stop so bad because right now if you were to ask where do you think you will go when you die I would say I don’t know.
     I need you to pray for me get me advice now I know for sure that satan had a rap around before Dare 2 Share. Anyway when I die I want to go to heaven and I know that saan won’t convince me but satan is getting in my way and know he is asking me question’s that i answer he wont take it and then questions sometimes I can bariley answer.
     I’ve told my mom i’ve prayed to God but satan is in my way I need satan gone please help me Greg!! I’m in tears I’ve been in tears all day and right know I am saying half of what I never would say to someone and i don’t care know who reads about this I just need help.
     I fell like I’m crushed some how Greg I need to talk to you I don’t know how but I know you can help so this can be Sherddin the Gnar for myself but having huge troubles.

     To be honest my very first letter up there I’ve got more here it is: Well this year I made friends with a girl i really shouldn’t have. I acted in ways i shouldn’t have said things and did everything wrong. Greg you were right about guy’s, because this that wrong friend got in a fight over a guy and i’m pretty sure that the girl was just a friend to set me and then crush me down.

     That girl and I got in a huge fight it got bad enough i was thinking about killing myself and i told my really good friend that and it got out that i said i was going to kill myself. then it ended up parents calling the school about me planning to kill nyself. then the girl i got in a fight with said i tryed to hang myself and rumors still go on. I keep on getting pulled on to her trap.

     I keep thinking that she will be nice it will be fine but no. I also got blammed for writeing that she is a b*tch in the bathroom. Know since i hung ut with that girl i don’t know who i am and there is so much more i want to say but it is so private that’s why i partly wish i could talk to you in person.

     Megan Reply:
     February 22nd, 2009 at 8:51 pm

     hey greg to what i just did i will finsh the rst tomorrow please pray and help me.

     Megan Reply:
     February 23rd, 2009 at 6:42 am

     hi Greg,
     Sorry so many replys but I really need some prays I can’t tell if satan is winning but I’m not going to let satan win so please reply and pray I need that Please reply.
     megan

     Megan Reply:
     February 23rd, 2009 at 5:12 pm

     Hey Greg, (GREG PLEASE REPLY AND IF ZANE COULD PLEASE REPLY AND KEEP ON REPLYING PLEASE!!!!)
     I know I’ve said I’ve replied so many times but I need you to say something to me reply and talk to you first in this message I got a few questions. The questions that satan keeps on asking me and I’m haveing trouble anwering, and then tell me if you could diffrent ways of that answer because I’ll give satan an answer but he won’t take it. Here are the questions:

     * How do you know when you truly belive in god? That is a question of myself becasue I want to know for sure that I belive in God.

     * When will satan stop asking me these questions or until I can ignore that crap that satan is saying?

     * What are some ways I can know for sure that I trust God?

     * Will you pray for me? Like Pray that satan will get out of my head and that I will trust God better.

     * This question is to Greg personally. Is there any way I can talk to you by e-mail or talk to you get your phone number or something? ( I’m not being a stocker) It’s only because sometime when you have free time I want to talk to you so that I can talk to you and you can respond right away.

     * This one is also to Greg personally. Is there any way that I could talk to Zane or have him respond on here like so I know it is him? The only reason for Zane is because I want to ask him a question and the question is when zane decided to be a christen how hard was it to ignore satan saying that crap and thing’s.

     Ok well like I said satan is getting in my mind and saying crap I want him to stop and I want to know that I belive in god.

     Ok 2 messages up I was telling about what has happened just this year yea still not finished so here is more of the story and my life:

     Well since that girl i keep on hanging out with her I don’t know why but I guess I just do. Even today I asked her about dare 2 share and she knew about and then i asked then why didn’t you go to it and she really honestly said this. Oh yea because there was a dance this weekend and then i said so u would rather go to a 2 hour dance then go to d2s worship god and listen to bands then she said this oh my boyfriend was at the dance soo… yea.

     That girl sesorily said that. Amazed yea I am too.
     Well the reason i keep on saying things to you Greg and my life it is because after dare 2 share and now i know for sure that I was on satans side with out knowing it and i was helping tons of other people about god and not helping myself. know i really want to know i do belive in God. I am haveing troubles i almost burst out crying in school if anyone could reply and help i do need it.

     Well know i kinda don’t know what to say but i need prays i do belive in god i trust him but i need to talk to someone like you Greg Stier and Zane Black. just to say something i guess i did belive in God before d2s but not as much as i really thought. There is so much more but i fell like i’m alone annd even though know it is 2 days after d2s satan is starting to say you can end this all, all by killingg yourself this, this right here i need more help then ever im fighting the devil but i need other people Praying.

     Right know i am crying tears are pouring out of my eyes i’m scared i know right know that i’m doughting myself i don’t want to go to devil’s side i need help please everyone please help i need pray for me i want to belive in god and i do i don’t know if i am doughting myself or not but i need help. Greg this is a poem i made tell me what you think of it.

     i want to die latter in the years and go to heaven.
     I want to worship god.
     i gave satan so many answers to so many questions.
     He won’t he Won’t take them
     sometimes i wake scared frighten
     i say i want to belive in god
     But how i say
     I need prays , people, and GOD
     When satan askes me those questions i try to ignore
     i figure out a way to make it go away but
     when i think that answer in my mind
     satan answers which isn’t good
     i think you might know that answer
     that satan says
     but i pray to god save me love me
     satan is there again again and again
     I pray to i love god
     satan again
     in my way so
     i pray i ask god save me i trust you
     then god is me savior god is the one
     this might come back again it will but god
     is always there no matter what satan say’s
     GOD!!!!
     so yea greg please reply give me some answers i love god but satan is in my way and is trying to convince me of crap here is a saying i made:

     It is easy to fall in the trap of satan’s lies, but harder to belive in satan, easy to be on god’s side but sometimes hard to get satan out of your head and lies.
     which is better: GOD

     so please reply i love god i just need help and satan out of my head. i love god please pray for me please and anyone else can reply and give me answers and pray for me please!!!

     I LOVE GOD!!!!!!!!!!

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     Maggie Reply:
     February 24th, 2009 at 4:45 pm

     So I did not relize that there was a reply button haha oh well I wrote below

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     abs Reply:
     February 24th, 2009 at 5:39 pm

     Megan, what Maggie qouted about 1st Corinthians is totally true. I know you’ve wrote many times and there were many replies maybe not by Greg Stier but by people who care and are praying for you! God is taking care of you! Why aren’t you seeing that?
     Maybe it isn’t Satan, maybe you are just struggling with doubts. Satan can only be in one spot at one time, unlike God who is everywhere! Satan sits in the seats of power, why would he stick with you? I know Megan. I had doubts too, Study things out, find the answers, pray continually and always trust that you are in the hands that formed you! He knows you better than you know you.
     A good book to read is Case for Christ by Lee Strobel. Continually stay in the Word. Talk to your youth leader, Maggie is right when she says that you need to speak face to face to YOUR youth leader to get tangible advice. I’ll be praying for you.
     In Christ,
     Abs

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2. On February 24, 2009 @ 4:44 pm Maggie said:

   • Megan,

     a couple things.

     First remember this, “No temptation has seized you except with is common to man. And God is faithful; HE WILL NOT LET YOU BE TEMPTED BEYOND WHAT YOU CAN BEAR. BUT WHEN YOU ARE TEMPTED, HE WILL ALSO PROVIDE A WAY OUT SO THAT YOU CAN STAND UP UNDER IT.” (1 Corinthians 10:13)

     You asked when will the Devil stop bugging you…sorry its gonna get worst, even Jesus was tempted by Satan.To keep from falling into his traps pray often and read the Bible. Memorize verses, and say them in your head because the more you say it, the more you will believe it and act upon it.

     Second, (though really this is first) God loves you! “For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. (John 3:16) really think about that love…its a love so amazing its uncomprehendable!Another verse that is great to memorize is Gal. 2:20 “I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me.”

     Finally, you have to find a youth leader/ Godly adult you trust and talk to them. They are there to help you, finding someone like that will help you get tangable customized advise for you.

     So ya, hope that helps.

     -Maggie

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3. On February 24, 2009 @ 7:44 pm Megan said:

   • Dear Greg, and Maggie, and Abs,
     Thanks for your support I will take in what you said. Last night I started reading the bible. It helped to, I also read the invincible book because I keep 6. I have told my mom about this and kinda my dad, I really don’t want to tell my youth leader because he really kinda dosen’t like me that much. I do better telling paople on here I don’t know why. Ok well i’m grounded from the computre my parents on;y ;et me on to do this and only gave me 10 minutes so i’ll finish the rest up tommorw. thanks and pray that satan will stay out of my more and that i don’t kick back to what/who I was before d2s help that i stay the same person after d2s. Thanks.
     Lovin Life-Livin Carefully.
     Megan

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